Empathy~

Today, is one of those days I realize that I’m different. I sometimes wish I didn’t feel these things. It’s weird how somebody elses feelings can affect mine. I’ll just ramble some quick things before I get down to business.

I like:

• The feeling you get, when you like someone, when you think about that person and all the little details of falling in love.
• Listening to a good track when you’re down, to that track that gets you, that is attuned to what you’re feeling, and just blends in to your feelings, without annoying you.
• People who care, who get other people. Although how ironic is this eh..

There’s no I hate list here. Listening currently to Lifehouse - Everything (Imagine how weird I must feel), even though it’s a good song, and my musical taste goes from classic to goth to techno, this song is what I wanted to hear atm.

I’m about to download Naruto and Bleach for some weekly suffering to let me get away from the usual annoying things about life, like people.

And without anything interesting to state, I’ll quote my conversation with Riex yesterday on msn because I thought it was semi funny (yes, I make myself laugh). [WITH COLORS!]

~ Exodus ~ tatica <3: I’ve started working in my moms lab
Captain Panda (He’s our hero!): it ain’t easy
~ Exodus ~ tatica <3: I’m currently in the 1337 job, even 1337er then my security administrator job in the goverment, of passing my moms old AmiPro Document Templates to MS Word Templates =/
~ Exodus ~ tatica <3: How leet am I
Captain Panda (He’s our hero!): hahahahaha
~ Exodus ~ tatica <3: Can’t get any better then this
~ Exodus ~ tatica <3: I get up, scratch my balls
~ Exodus ~ tatica <3: See it’s almost 1pm (on days I don’t have class in the morning)
~ Exodus ~ tatica <3: And head on off to my h4×0r job
~ Exodus ~ tatica <3: Passing Amipro templates to Word Templates
~ Exodus ~ tatica <3: A very stressing job I must add
~ Exodus ~ tatica <3: It’s the difficult process of “Saving As” Microsoft Word 6″, Opening with MS Word, And Saving as Microsoft Templates.
~ Exodus ~ tatica <3: I dare ye travel this path, here lays THE GATES OF OBLIVION!
~ Exodus ~ tatica <3: (recalling the elders scroll IV)
~ Exodus ~ tatica <3: there goes a good blog post, wasted on schyler
Captain Panda (He’s our hero!): wow
Captain Panda (He’s our hero!): I couldn’t even comprehend that
Captain Panda (He’s our hero!): you’re super 1337 and aweSOME
~ Exodus ~ tatica <3: hahaha

So this is pretty much what my IT job has become (this is a joke btw, I really do like working at my mother’s), although it’s quite funny that I had this hardcore hard job administrating all these servers and now I’m doin some copy pasting here and there hehe.

To give this a little more credit, I did find on the web (erhm…google) a nice page that offered a MS Word filter for Ami Pro, allowing Word to open Ami Pro documents without any hassle.

pd: Someone in my small blogroll write something interesting please (alas kill me frmo this boredom)

epic pic of the day:

lalala meh~

ok, so nothing really interesting to post, but hey, I gotta say something! And since this post is _really_ not gonna be long, I’m not gonna put any spoofy bolded titles or anything.

One, WTF Naruto en Bleach, I mean come on, can this get any more pissy…some day……SOME, DAY, this will get better, and when it does! HA!

Another thing is, OMG Paulo Coelho, has a frikin BLOG, and he uses YOUTUBE, I mean, WOW. This is one of the most famous writters in the world, and he’s pretty technologically advanced for his type. I guess we can’t really stereotype anything now, he could be emo for all we know (bad joke). His blog is http://paulocoelhoblog.com/ and that’s pretty amazing he actually does post stuff.

On another anime note, baka-raptor’s blog is fun, he seems like a cool guy, also youtubes some so I think I’ll follow his blog for a while, that makes 4 blogs I’m following now, maybe this is too social for my taste, grrr. I found him on schylers blog. And before this post gets any larger, damn it. I’ll end it here with this wtf picture of the day:

Quantum Mechanics

Ok, so I’m into this kind of stuff, don’t ask me why, I just like to learn about it..and I found this on the web, this is SOOO funny, yet true and put simple:

Status update

Current status: Not dead

I’m still alive, and kicking, been a bit tied up with things and a bit bothered as to what to write and such. but pretty much to sum things up.

College semester is over, at last I’m down with all the Calculus classes, passed calc iv with 17/20 points. Pretty good I must say. I realize I’ve been 5 years and 1 month with my g/f, and counting. I definitely must add that life, has it’s ups and downs, and so do relationships. Never give up, <insert epic phrases from 300>, For Tonight, We Dine, In Hell! (maybe that doesn’t go here).

Anime:

Ok now here’s where things are getting a bit more exciting, I’m watching 3 new series, “D.grey-man“, “Soul Eater” and “Nabari no Ou“. Now, I’ve usually been the only epic series type, usually with ninjas samurais or just some epic magic type stuff. But these are really kick ass.

To sum things up, D.gray-man is about a kid who’s an exorcist and fights demons, and he’s not your typical 666 movie on the block exorcist, he has an exorcist weapon formed with something called inocense which he uses to pwn demons (release the souls) and some nice fights come along.

Soul Eater is about an academy that has these people who are like, shinigami weapon technicians, now, you might be thinkin ‘wtf is that?’. Well aparently these technicians carry with them these weapons (which are represented as beings in human form) that in battle transform into their (lets call them) battle form, now what I’ve seen so far is that these technicians have to upgrade their weapons to death scythe’s, and to do so they have to eat exactly 100 evil souls? and 1 witch’s soul. The battles are pretty cool, the visual effects, awesome. Very watchable.

And last, Nabari no Ou, it’s about, some pretty weird shit haha, this normal kid, (btw it’s like in current time japan, metro’s and cars n shit) this kid finds out that there’s ninjas and that he has planted inside him an epic ninja weapon, which for some seriously weird reason anime creators make as people. Apparently, ultimate weapons, are people, who must obviously have wicked power, be sexy hot chix, and transform into some wicked crap. Well, this kid doesn’t know crap bout ninja’s and the story begins when he finds out what he is, and has all these ninja villages trying to snatch him / protect him. Indeed a must watch just to see how to plays out ninja in modern world. They have ninjutsu and such, but there’s guns, so like wtf.

Social:

On a social event, a lot of fun Free software events have been popping up which I’ve attended and lended a hand. Had a party after the FLISOL which is the Latin American Free Software Installation Festival. Pictures can be viewed at my facebook gallery:

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=25492&id=561398066

pd: I didn’t expect to write this much, kudos to me ;[

randomness

Tonight, interesting day, NOT, I had class, I think (hope) I aced my ‘Calculus IV’ exam, they’re going to give me the grade on friday. I think I’m going to go out for a jog, I need some exercise, I’ll work on that, I also need to get back on track with the whole programming situation.

Programming::

My ‘Programming II’ class got a tad more interesting, the teacher gave us the last project which is basically a simple program where I have to keep track of a company and its workers, there are 2 types of workers, the laborers and the executives, so it’s basically one “worker” class, and two other “laborer” and “executive” classes that inherite the “worker” attributes. Plus some virtual functions acting on those objects

 Anime::

I find it incredibly annoying how Naruto and Bleach BOTH take weird weeks off, at the same time, although the two anime are getting just a tad interesting (not as much for naruto) it seems the shit just hits the fan whenever some epic battle is suppose to happen, and some really queer homofag moments tend to shoot some shitty care bear teddy light on the whole scenario. like WTF? It’s amazing btw how I’m lifted from this crap whole by some nice sites like http://that.animeblogger.net, which I’m terribly looking forward of the new season anime to watch.

random::

ok, so, on another random thing to post crap to, me and a couple of friends, right now just my friend Coma, have lifted this freaky spanish ‘the good, the bad and the ugly’ of youtube blog. It’s pretty much really cool stuff, really BAD stuff, and HOLY GOD THIS SUCKS stuff, that we randomly find on youtube or well, the internet. Which we have taken liberty to blog. Of course since him and I are latin, speak english as well, it’s mostly SPANGLISH, some english, some spanish, enjoy w/e you can, who cares. http://roflvideo.wordpress.com

Life is sin, or cosin?

Random::

As I think of whatever randomness I might stumble upon writing this weekend, I realize that life has all kinds of trippy ups and downs. Some things in life simply are just bitter an faded for some, and on the other hand you have the uppers, the bringer ups, and in my life, I’m on the uppers, for now ;).

I don’t know if I posted this before already, but I quit WoW, and yeah, study time and random anime watching time. And blogging time! (lol like if someone watches this)

Anime::

Today while reading one of the best posts in my blogging history about anime I noticed I’m usually watching the very crap of the crap anime out there, the mainstream, the crowd “pleaser”. So, where exactly is the pretty 1337 anime that used to captivate you in every single way. I mean naruto and bleach this week was pretty awesomely summed up by rieuzedx, “run run run run” + garbage of an episode, and every week I find myself saying “OMFG NEXT WEEK IS GONNA HAVE THIS EPIC BATTLE!” and like…NOT, hello DBZ all over again, with all their “YOU’RE GONNA DIE GOKU” - “NO I’M NOT!!!” - “TAKE THIS AAAA” - “TAKE THAT” B.S. So here’s my proclamation, I have GOT to watch something new, something better, that gets me hooked again on the gummy bear mental addiction of an anime.

Bleach on the other hand doesn’t suck as much as narutard, and I hope some hawtness comes to shine.

 Friends::

Lets see, summary, Nicole is still a cunt box =* <3 and a workaholic, Schyler is getting popular in his awesome anime fanboy site where he posts with some other pretty cool anime ‘post artists’. And Daniel, he started a blog the punk, but has only one post, grrr. Write hoe if you ever read this!

I’ve been studying most of the week, hardly any time for anything, but there WAS time for some really “WTF” moments like our “Subway cup refill @ pizza hut” on tuesday.

And here’s a group shot of the group (good pic btw):

I guess Vladimir and Vanessa were missing, they missed out on the 2×1 at pizza hut. Mmmmmmmm….yummy.

More Random::

I watched “P.S. I love you”, a bit emo, but it was a pretty nice movie for some parts when I just wanted to destroy my computer to get past the mega emo/cut my wrists “/wrists” moments of the movie. But it had a lot of those look movie moment thing flying all over the place after all the sobbing.

was listening to: Paramore (Riot) [no song in particular, the whole album]

New friends and fun

So this week has been full of some pretty nice stuff, I think I finally have some friends I can actually spend time with, we’re all geek’s and into programming, so here we go! Here’s a snapshot of part of the group. Vladimir, Jasmin and David:

This Thursday I was studying at Jasmin’s house with Vlad. With several hours of figuring all of those differential equations we got pretty tired, of course with enough coffee and some ’special’ tea Jasmin made, we pulled through, all those methods plus Vlad and me bothering the living hell out of Jasmin made the night pretty awesome. We had some awesome steak at lunch courtesy of Jasmin, (thanks btw) We can definitely say we pwned Calc IV, and here’s the exhausted/victory shot:

It was a pretty nice night, I can’t forget the highlight of the night, Jasmin’s sister Abigail was messing with Vlad and a Taser gun, which I snapped a pic in a pretty stealthy manner, (also a vid but I got caught haha):

It got pretty late so Vlad and I left, everyone was “sleepy”, and to my surprise when I get home, I turn on my monitor, I had left ubuntu installing from this morning, I install amsn and such, get online, and there’s Vlad, he couldn’t really sleep anything, and today Jasmin tells us she couldn’t sleep either.

On another note, this weeks Naruto and Bleach, I mean come on, next week has GOT to be explosive, in naruto it feels like the moment is coming, I remember the first episode of Shipuuden where they showed a similar scenario to right now in which they meet up with Sasuke. And like zomg on bleach, Ichigo is gonna get ressed to battle with Grimjow, can it get any more crazy?

Listening to: The Amelie movie soundtrack by Yann Tiersen.

hrrm…set back

So it’s been a weird new year, I’ve got a job, I’m back in college studying computer engineering. Friends sort of disperse themselves and get lost, time flies too.

So my friend Schyler has built this new site for some amazing anime scoops Animeoto. I guess this is the first to advertise, it’s got a pretty nice design to it.

I’m currently eatting up the books again on programming, from C++ to html/php/javascript, so I’ll probably be puttin some weird programming stuff here from time to time.

I’m definetly going to be quitting wow soon, god it’s a waste of time that silly game. All I can say is it was fun while it lasted.

On other news, I need to format my computer, I’ve been doing some tests on windows for work and god I never realized how much I don’t like windows. I think I’ll take up ubuntu, guess I’m tired of gentoo and debian. (oh yes, linux fan)

Cheers,

And I here declare this next line my rant line:

Damn my stupid god damn internet connection I hate you Intercable I hate you!

Intro… WoW and Me.

I guess this is just for me, and will evolve eventually into something meaningful to someone else.

Nothing at the moment to rant about, going through a couple of interesting changes in my life, my friends list isn’t very large. Have very few friends in real life, I’d say around 4 or 5 with around 10 people I could hang around with without being completely bored or annoyed with (yes, I am a bit picky).

I have a couple of online friends, which are pretty hard to find, mostly due to the fact that there are so many idiotic people out there in this world that it becomes almost pointless to accept any invitation to chat or read comments or posts of any kind on any web or chatting service.

Miraculously I’ve found some very interesting people on the internet which have more then shared my interests and casual entertainment.

Here’s a /wave to Schyler (a.k.a. not at liberty to say), he’s been a very cool friend online who likes to write as well, and occasionally when he’s not what some might say ADD on life, watches Anime and plays WoW, also does some other stuff I like doing as well. I guess he’s alright in my book, and that says a lot about someone in my book

Seems to be tons of people you meet online, that are such better persons then the people you meet in real life, I don’t know exactly why that is, but hey, I’m not god to make all the cool people end up in the same place.

Currently my two closest friends irl are my good friends Paul a.k.a. Thecno, and Victor a.k.a Wea (Weasel). We lan, we eat like pigs, and watch teh games. etc, etc. And to add to that, which all seems to be incircled by this blasted game I play called World of Warcraft, there’s some really cool people in my guild. ahrrm… Imgnome, Kelg and Drem (when ever he’s around), couldn’t really play wow without ‘em, I guess it would be just me pwning alliance =/ and that’s just not as fun. The guys. And of course everyone else who I added to my personal 1337 list of the guild like, Deadbug, Numbersix, Tomage, Balisticrage, Crackerz and well, the Bogs of course!

And of course I have to give a paragraph just to Daniel and Schyler, the two oldest guys I know in wow history, who I still talk to, kudos. “tea and shnibitz”

I’m currently undergoing a couple of changes in my life, going back to college, trying to make more time for doing things like this (writing a blog), learning more about comps, and networking, and working out, and going out, and well, things that won’t get me fat like a pig cause Nicole things I’m fatter then a pig.

Things to do: Make the Guild Web Page (I’M ON IT!)